A prologue to my camera stories :D
Some of you unlucky ones may have heard about my camera
stories. For the lucky ones who missed them it’s the story that culminated in
me purchasing 4 reasonably expensive prosumer (Thankfully not DSLRs ;) cameras of the same
brand and make :(
But as with all my stories I will take some time coming to
the point. And while I eventually come to the point let me take you to the earliest
days of my photography. My father works for the Govt of India and he had a
foreign assignment way back in 1984. One of his prized purchases was a Cannon
auto-focus camera that survived my family for a little more than 2 decades.
In those days the cameras needed expensive film rolls and
further expenses in processing the prints. So way back in 1995 it used to cost
about Rs 10 per print (Including processing and film charges). The cost was a
huge factor that inhibited my photography. In fact for the first decade of the
camera with us I hardly got any chance to click the button for the reasons of
cost :(
In those days my parents had a rather low opinion of the
artistic side of photography. In fact they would force some people into the
shots to put some life into what they saw as lifeless postcard photos. And as
usual I had an opposite view and wanted the pictures to capture the beauty of
the place without having to accommodate horizontally gifted creatures like
myself into the frame.
Finally I got my chance and on a family holiday to Kerala we
also visited Kanyakumari. This was sometime in 1994 and among other reasons I
remember it as my first visit to a proper beach in Kovalam. Later we also went
to Kanyakumari we were at a point where we could clearly see the Vivekananda
rock. With the sun setting it was an incredible sight and after many family
memories captured I was allowed to take my one postcard shot. The results scarred me to such an extent
that I didn’t attempt another postcard shot till the arrival of the digital age almost a decade later ;)
No one else in my family quite had an interest in
photography and because of that one reason I eventually usurped the family
camera till it was in my bag almost all the time. The limited pocket money
meant that I had to be really stingy with my clicks. And thanks to the scar of
the Kanyakumari postcard I developed this habit of fitting in people into my
pictures. This and the cost of clicks somehow helped my composition.
When I look back at the prints from those days, they were special J
All through this time I stuck on with my film camera. I wasn’t
impressed by the digital cameras of those days. I felt that the results were
never close to the clarity I got with
the film prints. But the switch to digital was inevitable and that happened
when I went to Bangalore. Our campus was beautiful and I loved the place. On
top of that some of my dear batch mates bought for themselves huge lumix
prosumers (I used Arjun and Gurjar’s
camera more than they did themselves ;). At that point of time those were
the largest cameras that I had put my hands on and the 15X zoom was like wow. The
device truly opened my eyes to things I never saw before I had those zooms ;)
Unshackled by the restriction of the film roll I started
taking a lot of pictures. And I guess problem of plenty showed its effect. My
initial digital pics weren’t as good as my analog ones. Perhaps one explanation
was that the new found digital freedom meant that I no longer put in as much
effort as I used to in the analogue days. But nevertheless I started enjoying
the process. There are many on my Facebook timeline who take absolutely
incredible shots. None of my clicks come close the quality of those shots. But
the one thing that I do very well is to capture the moments of my own life. And the one reason why I did a great job of
capturing those moments is that I took so many of them ;)
Most of the time I clicked without a purpose. It was one of
those directionless stuff that you do just because you enjoy it. And it was
then that I came to Singapore. And the photos became my way of talking to
Anjali, who was in India. Whenever something interesting happened I would click
and upload on picasa. The photos made the long distance relationship work. They
gave us so many things to talk about. We used to talk almost on a daily basis
and now that I think of it, without those pictures shared on Picasa I don’t
know if we would have enough to talk about :)
And then she came to Singapore and my motivation to upload
pictures went away and my photography again entered a directionless phase. I
used to click and then do nothing about it. And my clicking sorta stagnated.
There wasn’t anything amazing about what I did. It was around this time that I
chanced upon Stefano
Cocco’s pictures. I was impressed by discipline and sheer beauty of
something so ordinary as daily life.
I was inspired by his organization and for a long time I sat on the thought of doing something similar. Eventually, one day
a friend’s wife Surabhi suggested
that I put my pics into periodic folders. She felt that it would make the
process of going through the pictures a lot simpler. I had been thinking about
Stefano’s pics for so long and wanted to do something like that but it was Surabhi’s suggestion that made me start
the Q folders in Facebook.
The first impact was that sharing these pics with the people
I cared about became a lot simpler. Some of the reactions was quite motivating (Esp Nisha and Aruna's).
But what was interesting was the how the user comments added interesting new
contexts to the pictures I had shared. Without some of Shucha, Nisha et al's comments the pictures
wouldn’t be half as interesting. And in fact its this context that is the USP of
my photography. In hindsight it actually helped me update my friends about my
whereabouts and finally when we caught up we had so much more to talk about.
Sharing on Facebook also meant that I got to see the clicks
of some phenomenal guys like Nike, Sangeet
and a few others who were immensely more talented than I was. Their clicks
gave me an idea that beneath my passion for photography lay a very shallow technical understanding of the subject. An immediate consequence was that I
started exploring my own camera and almost overnight the technical side of my
pictures improved. And I had my eyes opened to the things that you could do
with a DSLR.
Beyond the humility of getting to know where you stand I got
an appreciation the things that I did really well. My collection on FB had
become reasonably well organized. All the shots in one place and sheer numbers
meant that I started becoming very choosy about the clicks that I retained. And that meant that the discipline of my
film roll days was back :)
Unfortunately my offline collection was in a mess. And I felt
this huge need to fix that, though the enormity of the effort (I have more than 13000 pics in my
collection) required meant that I never got myself to do anything about it.
The thing is that when a need becomes very strong in your mind you eventually
do find a solution for it. And I found mine when I got my Macbook Pro. The photo
management capability of this device is way beyond anything I had experienced
on windows. Today I can retrieve almost any pic that I clicked in the last two
years in almost no time. (No mean task
considering that I have uploaded close to 3000 pics on FB alone). One day hopefully I will fix the earlier pics
of my collection :)
Finally what I would say is that I am so fortunate to have
something that I am passionate about. I do know that my current knowledge is
dwarfed by the sheer enormity of what I don’t know. But I know that I will
learn and become better at capturing the beautiful moments of my life.
So now that I have told you a bit about my photography (Indeed!), next time I will share the
specifics about my 4 Sony Prosumer cameras ;)
Comments
No matter what you say or think about your technical knowledge about photography, you enthusiasm for it dwarfs everybodys I know (of course, that include me as well)
The beauty of it is that you enjoy capturing and sharing these moments with everyone and as far as I know you will never cease to be this enthusiastic about it.
Forget about what you don't know. Just click!!